Is this the best that you can do?

Is this the best?
I was hoping for more and expecting for more.
I am thinking now.
Actually somehow it'd help me.
Now I must do something drastic to myself.
So that I will really learn.
Learn to be good to myself.
Learn to not suffer that much of heartbreaks.
Learn to live by myself.
Learn to be strong.
Learn to accept that I'm never a person who will be loved.
Learn to be someone who has pride.
Learn to accept the reality.
Learn to be cruel.
Learn to focus on the right things.
Learn to stop the pain.
Learn to stop thinking about it.
Learn that no one in this world is good enough to be forgiving towards any mistakes.
Goodbye to me.
Goodbye to this world.
Goodbye to the past.
Goodbye to the wonderful memories.
To prove my learning points and to forget everything, I'm gonna stop everything.
Including this blog.
It's my last entry.
Thanks for sharing my life, peeps!!
Take care.
Bless that everyone will be in good health and be happy always.
Don't be like me.
The one who can't fulfill the tasks in her life successfully.
All the best.

EMO & ... I LOVE BOYS OVER FLOWERS!! :)

Do You Know by Someday

Losses..

Depressed.
Why is all the misfortune happening on me?
I've suffered losses.
I do not wish to.
I wished to compensate in return.
But it's too late.
Everyone's leaving me.
Why??
Is my life that bad?
Am I really that worthless that I'm not worth it at all?
I simply do not believe in it.
Please GOD, help..
I'm pleading..
Don't take everything away from me..
It's fine that you would like to punish me for my wrongs.
My heart is bleeding too much.
Take my heart away if you want to.
I just want happiness and..
Stop taking everything away from me please.
And have them restore please, I pray.

At the end, I have no one to blame but myself.
Give me time to learn.
I will prove it in time.
Let me fall a few painful times.
And I'll make sure I learnt.

The lil'un who loves to scamper around..

THE MOST HYPERACTIVE KID ON EARTH..
WITH THE MOST ITCHY HANDS..
AND THE MOST ENERGETIC LEGS..
PLS WELCOME THE ONE YEAR OLD LAD..
BABY JOHN!!!

TA-DAH!!!



And with me!!
He's so ultra boo boo!!
He chose to let another jie jie carry him right from the start!!
And he wouldn't let me till the very very last minute!! BOO.

BB BB BB!!!

Mum gotten a BB cream from her last Korea trip!!
And I must say, it's super uber fantastic!!
The things that should be covered all covered!! LOL.
Dark eye rings, pimples, scars, whatever pigmentation problems like freckles all under the flawless skin!! LOL.
Ehem!! I mean the flawless cream!! LOL.
Magical rite??
Too bad mama only got 1 tube for me.. :(
And she won't be going Korea so soon.
I just got to try to use a minimal amount!! LOVE IT!!
YIPPEEEE!!!
Below is one example when I have had BB cream on!! YAY!!



Thanks Mummy anyway!! For such a wonderful gift!! :)
I hope if you peeps go to Korea, please help me get one BB!!
And I'll be super grateful and thankful to you!!! :)

Revive from the action of MIA-ing!!

Apologies peeps!!
I know, I have disappear for a super long time.
Today, I shall make it up to you alright? :p
I am super duper happy today.
Had my photoshoot and I must say it's a wonderful and fun experience!!
I feel I should express myself more!!!
Cause' I was like a bit restrained perhaps due to the crew there?
LOL. Embarrassment overcome me!!
GOD. I need to open up myself!! LOL.
Anyway, I need to wait for my lovely XiuQi to send me the pictures.
And I think some pictures really cannot make it.
So yes!! Definitely, I will need to do some QC!! =X

Next up,
Met my long lost beloved cute secondary school buddy!!! LOL.
And from there onwards, we cam-whored like there's no tomorrow.
OUR BEST BEST HOBBY!!! LOL.
Enjoy the snapshots beginning with my solo self first!! ^^
Thank you Dane for the wonderful day!! :)






BOOO!!!



I just love the geeky specs a lot a lot a lot!!! SUPER A LOT!! LOL.

妥協

你 總愛編織謊言
我 負責配合表演
所有改變 只為了進入你的世界
這情節 重複了一百遍
才發現 是你的心太野

你 劃定楚河漢界
我 不能輕易犯規
所有時間 都是先給了你優先權
不自覺 愛到不敢冒險
成了你的傀儡一年兩年
才看見我有多狼狽

愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解
綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演 我好累
愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒
我躲在我的世界

你 劃定楚河漢界
我 不能輕易犯規
所有時間 都是先給了你優先權
不自覺 愛到不敢冒險
成了你的傀儡一年兩年
才看見我有多狼狽

愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解
綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演 我好累
愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒
我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一個人睡
我不想再為你掉淚
我了解 不會變 不再徘徊
開始自己的明天

愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解
綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演 我好累
愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒
我躲在我的世界