Saturday, 20 October 2007 was a sad day.

Went for revision with Boyfriend at the MacDonald's around my neighbourhood area.
Saw Yahui's Primary School friend, Lindy having Double Cheese Burger with her Boyfriend.
She do not know me.
But I actually recognise her.
Back in my secondary school days, I would take the same bus to school everyday.
And I would see her everyday.
Thus, I remember her.
Upon graduation, I see no more of her.
One day, came across Yahui's Friendster Profile and saw this familiar girl penning comments for Yahui.
Out of curiousity, I browsed through her profile and realised that she was the same girl whom we took the same bus to school few years back.
I was surprised that the world is indeed small.
Perhaps, it's fate and I believe in it.
Hope when there's a chance, I could make friends with her. =)

Upon having our MacDonald's Lunch, we planned to start our study revision.
Out of a sudden, Boyfriend's mobile rang.
He went out and answered the call. (due to the overwhelming noise inside the restaurant)
I went ahead to my revision, thinking that it was just a normal call from his friends or his family.
He came back and told me that his friend passed away.
I was stunned.
Boyfriend have been a cheeky monkey.
He always love cracking jokes with me.
And I thought for a second that he might be joking with me, but for another, this is really not a laughing matter.
Boyfriend was calm and he told me he has mixed feelings about this.
Initially, he couldn't accept the fact either.
He's shock over the fact that his friend is gone.
I couldn't believe it myself too.
Gosh. What Boyfriend mention is utterly right.
Life in indeed vulnerable.
His friend has met with a motorbike accident.
Sadly, he was just 23 years old.
And his life is not even half complete.
I could understand how Boyfriend feels at the loss of a friend.
Hopes his friend will rest in peace.
If I were in Boyfriend's shoes, probably I would be even more devastated.
Because I could not face the fact of losing someone close to me whom I love dearly, regardless of whether it is a family member or a friend.
So please, whoever reading my blog now, take good care of yourself.
Treasure and cherish everyone dear to you.
Because it would be too late to realise the importance only when u lost it.

And to my dear family and friends, I LOVE U!!!
I'm calling out to YOU now!!
TAKE CARE AND BE CAREFUL WHEREVER AND WHENEVER U ARE!!
U ARE PRECIOUS TO ME!!! =)

Had a quarrel with Boyfriend.
Be it my willfulness, my bad temper, my 'xiao jie' tantrums.
Be it Boyfriend's rudeness, harshness, rebelliousness.
It all turned into a vicious cycle.
And we have had our disagreements.
Yes. I understand that it's really normal for problems to arise as time goes by in a relationship.
It seems that compromising is a sort of difficult task to accede to.
I have no idea.
I was at a loss.
I was depressed.
I really love him but I really hate disharmony and unhappiness.
It was like a torture.
Sometimes, the things he does really turns me off.
Perhaps, I should learn to tame myself.
Love is about give and take after all.
But I'm afraid.
Sometimes, giving too much can be tiring.
And it would probably lead to nothing in the end.
However, it takes two hands to clap too.
I am willing to put in effort for him.
But is he willing to put in effort for me?
I should bring myself back to the past of how we met and fell in love.
It really makes me think of how sweet he is and how happy we were.
Whenever we are together, I am very happy and blissful.
Somehow lately, we've been in too much of a brawl.
I hope that all this unhappiness shall end.
And resume our happy days.
Bei, just wanna tell u that I LOVE U. =)
Pls forget the unhappiness we had.
Happiness will be there for us as long as we keep it by our side.
And I will definitely keep my share safe in my heart.
Hope u cherish it too. =)