Depressing pain..

How does this pain come from?
I know not.
Better not to know.
Thoughts were now dancing everywhere.
Seemingly lost in a daze.
Only thing I knew.
Finding every possible ways to stop my heart from bleeding.
And you are running away from me.
I know.
But I couldn't resist to stop you running away from me at the beginning.
Should not have stop.
Now, my tears run dry.
No more stopping you.
You can run as far as you can.
A pest, you called and previously named.
She will never hinder your freedom again.
The pain is there.
Only time will heal.
Prolly there's no more ways to heal.
But to face the crude truth.
Only thing to wish.
To take away my obnoxious pain.
And keep me away where no pain could ever get near.
You be happy.
And I try to be happy.