Frustrations

I really want to solve this whole disaster.
I really want to.
But there are some boundaries that's being set up.
Barriers that I can't even step over.
What am I supposed to do?
I am helpless.
I do not know what to do.
God, tell me.
If only you could give me answers, I would be so thankful.
I came up with solutions.
Every day and night, I've been thinking.
Not a single day or night, I leave it aside.
It's hard to leave it aside.
And now, the solutions were not even accepted.
I am not sure.
I want everything to be fine.
I want to be positive.
I want to be happy.
Ask me, I do not know.

God, please save me.
Hear my distress!!!
Take me away from misery.
And I'll be thankful.
I will.